Thought i'd give you all (that sounds funny seeing as no one is following my blog!) future readers a bit of history on my journey.
Ok, so I had my surgety on the 28th July 2010. The heaviest I have been - few grams shy of 118 kgs. I lost a couple of kilo's prior to meeting with my surgeon and then managed about 5 kilos on the Optifast pre-op diet. On the day of banding I weighed in at 112kgs. In the 3 1/2 months I've been banded I have only lost 3kgs! I have a swedish lap band which holds 10ml and currently my fill is at 7ml.
I don't understand what is going on? I hardly feel restriction and have never suffered any of the side effects I have read about. I'm really scared that I'll have the maximum fill and there will still be no change?! I feel mighty frustrated and totally uninspired. I go to see my surgeon next week - this will be my 4th fill - hopefully this does the trick - gives me the restriction I need which in turn will motivate me to stay focused....
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